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i've got to put clothes on my body
i've got to go out and get ready
to live
ahhhhh
i've got to be a person
i've got to be somebody with opinions
i've got to get ready for the day
i've got to put clothes on my body
i've got to go out and be somebody
i've got to get ready for the day
for the day
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2. |
New Ground
03:42
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i am on new ground with you
and i hope my intentions show through
i'm not the girl i'd like to be
but it doesn't matter when you see
that nobody is really who they think they are
there is light in between
all of what i don't see
when i hoped you would open your heart to me
and you did
i'm so bad at this
i hope that i don't make another mistake like i did
i'm so bad at loving and so good at being
sucked into a void of not believing
and not seeing anything
but we know that we
don't have to know right now
because all the confusing things
that enter into me
like tides are always just
percolating light fixtures along the way that
we would only have to see
and never get to try to be
we only get a second glimpse
when we look into what's intense
and i know now
that there is nothing to be afraid of anymore
because all i was afraid of
was being myself
you don't have to be alone
you don't have to close the door
if there's something you need
to say then you can say it
you don't have to hide anymore
there is a light that shines between all that i'd hoped
for
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3. |
Control
02:50
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how will i love to find
how will i find
control is a memory
of your face
how will i hate to find
how will i find
control is a memory
of your face
it forms a ring around it
it forms a ring around
the memory of your face
have i been aware
i'm holding myself hostage?
holding myself hostage, again
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4. |
Body Moves
03:13
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if you like the way my body
moves against the light now
then you don't have to hide from it now
and i will take you home
i will take you home
but i need to know the reason why
you can never sleep at night
i tried to be everything
that i thought i should
but i never got to know you
i never really saw you
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5. |
Long Division
04:37
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we went our separate ways
we didn't know how to stay
but i don't want to be
stuck outside
we cried through the day
we didn't know how to say
that i don't want to be
left behind
but something was different this time
we were right
i don't know how to conceptualize
how to find a way home
to the reality
that this is not mine
and i am alone
i wish i could've said
something better than i did
i need to be alone right now
to believe we are free
to be whatever we want to be
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there's a hole in my heart
chakra
it's big and wide and deep
is there a hole in your heart
chakra?
maybe we could find some connectivity
i love to share
the emptiness with you, babe
cause the hole is not a
waiting room or death grave
it's a portal
for the cosmos
to feel itself through
is there a hole in your heart
chakra?
where the ghosts of love fly in and out
just like the hole in my heart
chakra
this feels so real
beyond a shadow of a doubt
what magic
the hollows in our hearts
turned into cannons
shooting fireworks in the dark
this passion
makes me feel brand new
and when your heart is open
you can feel the wind blow
and when your heart is open
you feel the cold of the rain and the snow
and when your heart is open
you feel the highs
and the low, low low lows
now my heart is open
i found a real connection
and i never never never
never never want to let it go
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7. |
Waves of Panic
01:36
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somehow my body
gets old for me
and i'm hit with waves of panic
and it's all i see
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8. |
Death Valley / Reverie
05:10
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looking up at silver rocks
you say you want to die
but i know better than that
you are worth it
do you want to go all the way down?
do you really want to hit the ground?
talking back and forth to me
you say you want to die
but i know better than that
you are worth it
get through this
cause i'm in love with the way that our bodies are laying
and time is a game that the cosmos keep playing
i love you i love you i empathize with all of it
the sighs in your abdomen down to your shaking thighs
spiraling outward to grasp all the universe
wide-eyed with wonder
sometimes being human hurts
i'm in love with the way that the light hits the treetops
you say something to me and my entire gut drops
i love you i love you i empathize with all of it
your breath in the night air traced back to your shaking lips
goodbye is confusing we're speaking in tongues
as we borrow the oxygen filling our lungs
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